Posted 2 years ago Comments

I’ve been ignoring this because If I don’t write about what’s really going on then it’s not really happening right?

So many great things are going on in my life though, I’m just waiting for one thing to fall through.

I’m waiting for it to fall through because I’m too weak to end it on my own, pathetic.

I don’t like that fact that this thing makes me feel so complete.

I don’t like that this thing makes me feel so comfortable.

I don’t want….that.

Because when it ends, I’ll be left and I don’t want to deal with the aftermath again.

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