December 2008
17 posts
Friday Night Lights
B comes in 2 days, my birthday is in 2 days and New Years Eve in 3 days.
I am so excited to see him!!!!
:)
This will be a good year, I can feel it!
Anticipation
I’m so ready for B to get here, I sincerly miss him and can not wait to see him!!
17 kids and counting on TLC
It’s Christmas Eve, and all I want is to be in my own bed, with my own tv with my Dog. I wish I could wake up with all my friends and we could all open presents together :-/. I love being with my family I just feel like my family doesn’t cherish it as much as I do.
True Love by Phil Wickham
“C’mon lose your life just so you can find it”
Hold My Heart by Letter Kills
Dear B,
I’m going to let myself fall for you. For real this time.
Love,
Me
Uncertain
I am preparing to go home, I can’t help but still get snippy with my mom about little things, its because they all stem from the same thing. They all stem from the fact that I think she’s making a mistake and that I believe that she is giving up family time for some guy. If he is going to be part of the family then why are you pushing time together? If he really cared about you...
Dating
I don’t know know to think about Dating in general anymore. Sometimes I wish that it were back in Biblical days and courting was more socially acceptable. Maybe courting isn’t right for times now, who knows. I just know that what my mom does is far from courting and I DO NOT want to follow in her foot steps. I just think that she doesn’t see that she is changing her whole...
together?
I think b and I will end up together soon went to his work Christmas party. we held hands all night and doe once I was comfortable with it. It’s a choice and I’m finally realizing that.
Myers Brigg Test
Extraverted Sensing Thinking Judging by Joe Butt
Profile: ESTJ Revision: 3.0 Date of Revision: 26 Feb 2005
Every right-minded man has a philosophy of life, whether he knows it or not. Hidden away in his mind are certain governing principles, whether he formulates them in words or not, which govern his life. Surely his ideal ought to be to contribute all that he can, however little it may...
true fun
I had a blast last night bowling with all my friends. I invited B to my home for new years eve… He actually really wants to come! That’s real exciting, I’m letting him in to see my family this is a big step even though we are no longer dating (it’s been a year) we are great friends, and maybe in the future who knows? I have such walls up to him because I did let him in...
Quote
Get busy living, or get busy dying.
playing live
I just got done playing live at the local coffee shop. I’m still here on my iPod touch. My voice was on fire tonight. I think it’s because I might be getting sick. :( oh well I made it through the presentation and the show tonight so I can get sick haha. Hey you never know maybe I’ll lose a few pounds! There’s always an upside, right?
education
I want to be well read and educated in things that my masters doesn’t cover. I want to read more for fun and I want to have time for all of this…hahaha yeah well not everything can happen.
I really need to get over this.
You were so much happier when you were with me….weren’t you?
You’re haunting me even more now.
“Here I go Scream my lungs out to try to get to you… you are my only one”
Heart ripped soul pouring out.
My heart has been ripped out, I broke into your emails, searched my name and found all the time you have written about me, about how I still flood your thoughts, about how you want to get over me, about how you shouldn’t let this still bother you, about how you never wanted to say goodbye. I’m dead to you, but the truth is, you were the only one I ever loved, the only one I could ever...
I am in denial about being lonely.